(CNN) Years of aiming missiles at people on the other side of the world left Brandon Bryant a broken man.
In an interview with the magazine GQ, Bryant recounts some of the grisly scenes he watched unfold on his monitor as an Air Force drone operator.
In grimly vivid detail, he talks about the first time he killed somebody, in early 2007.
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He was sitting in a control station on an Air Force base in Nevada. His three victims were walking on a dirt road in Afghanistan.