(DAILYMAIL) — The controversial mother of fourteen known as Octomon after giving birth to octuplets as a result of in vitro fertiliztion, has told how she was forced to 'kill off' her 'vile' Octomom persona in a bid to save her life and focus on raising her children.
Natalie Suleman - formerly known as Nadya - revealed to DailyMail.com how she is deeply ashamed of the 'dehumanizing and exploitative' work she did as a celebrity porn star and stripper to make ends meet.
And she became so disgusted with herself that she ended up 'numbing' the pain with prescription drug Xanax.
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The 41-year-old believes she would have died of an overdose if she hadn't quit that line of work in 2013 and left her Octomom days behind her.